Exams are over.

*cue cheers of joy

It feels strange to be sitting in a cafe or the park or in my room with no agenda. Haven't had that feeling in a while now. today Jefferson left. Won't see him ever unless he comes back to London or I meet up with him in US. Couple other people leaving today but I'll still see them I guess.

It has been a great year in University. I felt like I have matured in some ways. New experiences, great friends, new found independence. God has been good. He has opened my eyes to many things. Some Good, some flaws that I still have to work on.

It's only a few days till I fly back to Singapore. I'm looking forward to it. yet I'm afraid of many things. I'm pretty aware of the fact of continuous change us humans undergo. and it is the same awareness that scares me. Because I expect so much change. I have undeniably changed as a person, in what I look out for in people, what I expect from my life, and relationships. And I know relationships between people back home have changed. It scares me but I know the only way is to face it and accept it. unlike Amy in Eliot's The Family Reunion, I don't want everything to stay the same, for static relationships. I need change and excitement. It gives fear but also this adrenaline from the expectation of things to come.

God has been good, and He will be. :D Thank You Jesus for this awesome year. :P